Just because i said i missed you doesnt mean im in love with you. Just because i hugged you back doesnt mean i forgave you. Just because i let you rest on my shoulder doesnt mean im flirting back. Just because i sat beside you doesnt mean i want to be close (it’s just that there’s no more space). Just because i texted you doesnt mean im trying to get you back. Face it…im over you…i miss you not because i love you but because i miss our friendship….just our friendship.
I thought following my parents’ wish for me to take nursing would make me happy. I thought the fact that nursing is in demand and the pay is really good that i would definitely be happy with it in the future. But lately ive been thinking…imagining actually…what my life would look like 5 years from now. Me a nurse??? Taking care of other people when i cant even take care of myself? Would i really be happy? I started questioning the path i chose. I remember what Mr. Haas asked me when i was in high school…”what do YOU want to do.” even my relative asked me what’s MY dream job. i was so confused. should i follow my parents’ wishes or follow my wishes. if i heed what i want…wouldnt i be selfish??? am i just thinking about myself??? but this is my future…not my parents. thought i know what i would become would affect them too. but is it possible for me to reach a dream im not passionate in? Im afraid afraid i would give up or be bored half way because i dont love what im doing! I want to do what i want to do..what im passionate in…something i know im good at and succeed in. Ive already placed my heart on this dream so even if people disagree…i wont change my mind. Coz just because nursing is the ‘conventional way’…im not satisfied with conventional…<3